There are times in my life that I wish i could erase. I know that people will always give the "but you wouldn't be the person you are now..." excuse, but i wish i wasn't the person I am now. Right now, where I am, who I am, this is not what i wanted to be when i grow up. I want to dream, I want to be able to make those dreams come to life, but i've been told too many times that I am worthless, and dumb, to ever want to step on on a limb and reach for the stars.
I think this blog will be helpful, simply because i can say how i really feel, and not worry, about someone telling me that i shouldn't feel that or that way. Can you imageing telling someone how to feel!?! That is the most ... I can't find a word for it, crazy, dumb, hurtful, those don't fit exactly, but they are close. and that is what i live with every day.